Yes, yes, yes. A grown man, is what he is - Capable in all aspects. Determined. Free. Fit to do whatever he likes Whenever he pleases. Yet here I was, Hovering around him As if he was a child, As if he was incapacitated When clearly, he is not. That's what he feels. Why should I dictate What he should and shouldn't do? Clearly, I have no right. Since we are both alike To some degree, I admit, I don't like the way I treat him For I am also free-spirited, independent. So instead of smothering him With unwanted attention, I should just focus on me - Which meant reverting To all my hobbies that make up My individuality. Bottomline: "We can agree not to agree, I shouldn't force my opinion on you - Do the same for me too. Could you?"
November 27, 2017themonochromereaper
Dear Lover, Don't try to lose me Because you might just succeed And you'll end up with great regret. Don't ever let your eye wander, You said you are different; That you weren't a philanderer. Don't ever compare me with another, "I am beyond compare". My specs are high, No mediocre woman can ever acquire, Even if they climbed sky-high. So treat me well Or else I'll just wake up From this beautiful nightmare With you being left in a deep slumber. So take care, my dear lover And always remember... Don't ever try to lose me.
November 26, 2017themonochromereaper
Today I was randomly skimming through youtube for a piano playlist to tread through this lonely afternoon, when by chance, I discovered a beautiful melancholic tune. It resonated inside me, like the voice is beckoning me...saying "I feel you, hear my sad tunes." I was blown away by its haunting beauty and enchanting lonesome melodies. So I listened and drowned out the vacancy inside me. I let myself into a trance. In my mind's eye, I was dancing along the symphony, no longer caring of the pain inside me. Today was the day I discovered Nights Amore.
November 22, 2017themonochromereaper
In most cases, people treasure the remembrance Of a distant memory than the person itself. Don't let yourself be just another memory. More often than not, it is best to shut up. But I don't want to be just another name in your list, I don't want to be just another song in your playlist. I just want you to love me Instead of associating me with anything. For the moment you try to link me with a thing, May it be a song or the voice of a beautiful vocalist, I will feel like I'm just a distant memory from your past; Like I cease to exist, Will everything be just another beautiful daydream?
November 22, 2017themonochromereaper
They creep into your skull Like soldier ants that wouldn't relent Despite the obstacles ahead No matter how the climate drastically change. It stays there until your skull cracks and it enters inside Wrecking your emotional stability Thru attacking your vulnerability.
November 6, 2017themonochromereaper
There are questions we shouldn't ask, For the answers might kill us inside. Like a poison invading The crystal clear waters of a sanctuary, It slowly kills the life forms Leaving you nothing But only dead bodies.
November 4, 2017themonochromereaper
Just like a sponge, I absorb information fast. I have to learn from my past mistakes, Wiping traces of doubts, leaving no trails of failures behind, So I won't have to pay the price. Now you don't have to worry For I'll no longer intrude in your sacred space - your privacy Nor shall I ask twice. Because like I said, I learn fast. Nevertheless, I'll still love you the same But we'll keep some space between us.
November 1, 2017themonochromereaper
Site’s Peculiar Name
Everything isn’t purely black or white, there’s also the shades of gray where the hidden truth lies. The truth is, and will always be, different according to the person’s perspective on why they’ve handled things a certain way. That is how the author was able to use the “monochrome” as primary label. Also, attached to the site’s name is the word “reaper” which pertains to collector or harvester. By coining the term ”themonochromereaper,” the author tries to elucidate that this site searches for the ultimate truth in every situation.
“In this world where it is either black or white, the truth is in between, you just have to dig deeper.”