Fears… I’ve got a ton of them. It’s like when I try to think of my future it was nothing but bleak, dark and brooding. I’m left with fears, fears of the unknown. Yes, it can be the result of my anxiety, I just think too much… Have you ever felt this way?
I knew so little of what is going to happen to me.
I hadn’t asked a lot of probing questions
Related to this journey which is my future.
It’s shrouded in anonymity and I had been
Submerged in my own misery.
Now here I am rushing towards the unknown.
I just want some time to think,
Some air to breathe; I’m suffocated.
After a few moments,
My grief has receded a little
Since I could feel this misgiving for the future;
When previously I had felt nothing
But the tragedy of the present.
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