I never thought that one day,
I would become the very person I hate.
I believe, I threw my morals out of the window
When I fell in love with him.
He was everything that I want.
He was the kind of person
That can light up my life.
He makes life worthwhile.
He brings out the best of me,
Reality hits me with an uppercut to the chin.
It knocked me down and me feel like a second-rate person.
I’m tormented deep within, even in my dreams.
But what else can I do?
I can’t leave him.
Because as stupid as it sounds,
I love him.