One of my biggest fears was you leaving me for someone else. But now, I realized that you could leave me anytime you get tired me and this relationship. Since it wasn't in your cards to spend the rest of your life with me to begin with.
November 13, 2018themonochromereaper
Dedicated to Twin Flames that got separated along the way. The separation was the testing stage that was caused by any of the following: fear of rejection, deeming one's self unworthy and fear of being consumed by you and the emotions. The instantaneous impassioned connection, Engendered an inkling of returning home. And for some unfathomable reasons deemed, You're immensely drawn to this person. The saccharine interim seizes the moment; An archaic heyday for endearment and giving Without any trepidation and attachment. But then the pattern unfortunately deviates. As one becomes the runner, the other a chaser. The one that cares the most gets devastated Left to endure pain during this testing stage. Nevertheless, you just have to patiently wait For your other half, the one that got away. And in the end, reunited you'll both be Should they surmount all their doubts and fears. 2017 Mel Joy (themonochromereaper.wordpress.com)
June 5, 2017themonochromereaper
Fears... I've got a ton of them. It's like when I try to think of my future it was nothing but bleak, dark and brooding. I'm left with fears, fears of the unknown. Yes, it can be the result of my anxiety, I just think too much... Have you ever felt this way? I knew so little of what is going to happen to me. I hadn't asked a lot of probing questions Related to this journey which is my future. It's shrouded in anonymity and I had been Submerged in my own misery. Now here I am rushing towards the unknown. I just want some time to think, Some air to breathe; I'm suffocated. After a few moments, My grief has receded a little Since I could feel this misgiving for the future; When previously I had felt nothing But the tragedy of the present. 2017 Mel Joy (themonochromereaper.wordpress.com) All Rights Reserved
May 11, 2017themonochromereaper
Site’s Peculiar Name
Everything isn’t purely black or white, there’s also the shades of gray where the hidden truth lies. The truth is, and will always be, different according to the person’s perspective on why they’ve handled things a certain way. That is how the author was able to use the “monochrome” as primary label. Also, attached to the site’s name is the word “reaper” which pertains to collector or harvester. By coining the term ”themonochromereaper,” the author tries to elucidate that this site searches for the ultimate truth in every situation.
“In this world where it is either black or white, the truth is in between, you just have to dig deeper.”